Friday, September 12, 2008

not quite yet

it never stops feeling peculiar and strange, getting back home here in germany. even though i've put a lot of distance and development between myself now and back before i left, it still entangles me very much.
nowadays, though, it feels different. maybe, finally, i've become so else that the things don't seem to fit to me that much, anymore; don't seem to affect that much. rather, they hunt a self i was what now seems a long time ago, and it seems i have gained distance from that me. i'm glad.

sorry for not beginning with the promised chronicles yet, but somehow writing doesn't seem that fluent these days, and besides being lazy about preparing the pictures i don't spend a lot of time on the pc. last evening my mother and i went to a splendid organ concert, the majority of which was very inspiring - most of all reger.

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wow; my blog has had a visitor from kazakhstan! come out, come out, wherever you are and share yourself - talk to me!

2 comments:

saturninus said...

the mysterious kazakh visitor must be Sára, who finally moved there, only pretending to lead a life in Japan... :)

miss chaser said...

i love yu
<3
the tangling feeling never leaves, no matter how far you get from was and am.
being home in texas does the same thing to me...it gets so suffocating at times.